[On a second read I see this was more horny than I originally thought
But despite Lavi's massive death wish, Kanda trusts that Lavi won't get too out of (hah) hand--they're not that isolated, after all. Truly it's mostly exorcist paranoia that's saving Lavi from his fate of being yeeted into the sunset.
That, and Kanda is learning right along with him. So few people are allowed in his space, and though plenty of them drape on him or tug him around, none of them would ever touch him like this. His memories of the past are fractured and few, mostly centered on his death and the guilt of broken promises. The love and longing in his heart have always been vague and intangible--he has no convenient, insightful shortcut into knowing what sorts of physicality he likes and what he doesn't.
Even if he did, though, Lavi isn't that woman, and he's not Alma. Kanda doesn't want him to be. He's happy with this, just as they are right now: Lavi, letting himself be a person under the guise of testing Kanda's boundaries. Lavi, distracted from his worries in favor of playfulness, even if it's impossible to put reality aside completely. Lavi, with his bright eye and the barely-visible curve of his smile as he bypasses the glove to kiss bare skin, clearly enjoying himself even though they've left the festivities down below.
Kanda never gave much thought to his inability to develop callouses before Scawwy; the ones he'd gained have healed now, but he wonders, idly, how different this would feel if they hadn't. As it is, he decides it's nice.
He taps Lavi's lip, as if to preemptively stop him from getting too lost in whatever he's thinking. It makes his bracelet slip down, but only a little, since Lavi made it perfectly snug.]
[The little lip tap does the job -- or does it? Lavi's jostled from one thought, and now he's sliding into another.... hmmmm.... like how easy it would be to part his lips and bite down, just a little gentle nip... instead, his lips quirk into a pout, at having been FOUND OUT so easily... even though he should be grateful for this non-violent reminder.
he presses another quick kiss against Kanda's hand, and then loosens his grip so Kanda can pull away. but for now, he holds Kanda's hands in his....]
You taste better.
[kanda's yummier than yakisoba (flushed). lavi wonders how hard he has to try to beat Kanda's one true love, soba...]
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But despite Lavi's massive death wish, Kanda trusts that Lavi won't get too out of (hah) hand--they're not that isolated, after all. Truly it's mostly exorcist paranoia that's saving Lavi from his fate of being yeeted into the sunset.
That, and Kanda is learning right along with him. So few people are allowed in his space, and though plenty of them drape on him or tug him around, none of them would ever touch him like this. His memories of the past are fractured and few, mostly centered on his death and the guilt of broken promises. The love and longing in his heart have always been vague and intangible--he has no convenient, insightful shortcut into knowing what sorts of physicality he likes and what he doesn't.
Even if he did, though, Lavi isn't that woman, and he's not Alma. Kanda doesn't want him to be. He's happy with this, just as they are right now: Lavi, letting himself be a person under the guise of testing Kanda's boundaries. Lavi, distracted from his worries in favor of playfulness, even if it's impossible to put reality aside completely. Lavi, with his bright eye and the barely-visible curve of his smile as he bypasses the glove to kiss bare skin, clearly enjoying himself even though they've left the festivities down below.
Kanda never gave much thought to his inability to develop callouses before Scawwy; the ones he'd gained have healed now, but he wonders, idly, how different this would feel if they hadn't. As it is, he decides it's nice.
He taps Lavi's lip, as if to preemptively stop him from getting too lost in whatever he's thinking. It makes his bracelet slip down, but only a little, since Lavi made it perfectly snug.]
I'm not your food.
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he presses another quick kiss against Kanda's hand, and then loosens his grip so Kanda can pull away. but for now, he holds Kanda's hands in his....]
You taste better.
[kanda's yummier than yakisoba (flushed). lavi wonders how hard he has to try to beat Kanda's one true love, soba...]
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