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Luke "Raven" Pearce ([personal profile] rav3n) wrote in [community profile] smdh2024-04-24 05:34 pm

[closed] with yaywon

I think we already have a post somewhere but whatever this one is for gay people

pathematic: (i have a permit)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-28 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Eunhyuk nudges back, thinks briefly of sliding his foot up Luke's leg but would that embarrass Luke or just tickle him... what if he CHOKES on his spaghetti that he's already eating so FAST

luckily for Eunhyuk, he's distracted by what Luke says next -- the look in his eyes both fond and sad? somber, maybe, with the nostalgia that comes with remembering, though he taps Luke's fork with his to both distract and remind him to slow down]


The customers might, but you won't. I'd have to give up my shifts at your shop.

[they already pine this much for each other even when they spend this much time together....]

Unless you'd be okay with sharing me?
pathematic: (HE IS SUCH A NERD)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[THOSE ARE DANGEROUS ODDS HELLO

the way luke sincerely answers this question is also dangerous... in that it makes Eunhyuk want to lean over and kiss his puffed out cheek. He settles for reaching over and wiping the corner of his mouth with his thumb instead,]


I like being with you too.

[he likes Luke, and he likes this -- moments spent with him without anything hanging over them like a pink haze thunder cloud,]

...I like welcoming you back home, and watching you work. And I like cooking for you. I'd rather make food for you than anyone else.

[cafe owner except the owner doesn't want to serve food to his customers and rather get home and make out with his cute boyfriend]
pathematic: (it's normal here)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Eunhyuk takes in Luke's look of determination with his usual '_' expression,]

I don't mind doing it. I used to cook back home too.

[he has no idea that Luke is buoyed by his desire to get an A on this imaginary boyfriend exam because if he was then he'd tell Luke that he already has,]
pathematic: (we thinky)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[taps his fork with his... EAT]

Because you want to do something nice for me?
pathematic: (neat! except when he's not)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
[this is such a cute answer... even if it means that in the future eunhyuk will wake up to the smoke alarm blaring one day,

anyway luke is being adorable so eunhyuk clearly has to tease him about it]


I think it's cute that you can't cook. It's like... 'gap moe'.

[don't just say gap moe with a straight face]
pathematic: (put it to a vote)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[hehehe... he also likes that Luke is cleaning his plate............]

Should I call you 'cool' instead?
pathematic: (congrats on ur first love!)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[LUKE EAT YOUR SECONDS!!!!

Eunhyuk stands up, leaning over to presumably get Luke's plate... except he kisses him first, mwah]


I do mean it. You're smart and dependable. I like that I can rely on you for anything. [another kiss] And it's very cool that you know how to drive.

[eunhyuk has only passed the WRITTEN]
pathematic: (i didn't realize his hair is so long)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Eunhyuk sits, obedient, even though a part of him is more interested in continuing to kiss Luke while getting his dishes,]

That would be fun. We haven’t had a date in a while.

[mostly because Eunhyuk’s just so content to spend time with Luke while he’s at home and in the shop… it hasn’t really occurred to him to ask for more,]
pathematic: (i have a permit)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[A SPECIAL DISHWASHING APRON? Eunhyuk’s heart thumps a little when he sees Luke in his APRON because he’s that far gone, just like how his first instinct is to say ‘anywhere with you’ because a binch continues not to have any preferences beyond Luke being involved in some way,

That and it’s hard to think of normal places that aren’t full of monsters or on a space ship]


I don’t know. I don’t have places I really dislike.

Why don’t you show me your favorites instead?
pathematic: (uses this even tho it's the saddest icon)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[plot twist would be if Eunhyuk really is that boring of a guy that he has NO PREFERENCES EVER besides ABBA and SALT N PEPA... it'd be less sad than the actual reason, that he's spent most of his life studying and working and caring for Eunyoo with very little left over to enjoy whatever it is he thinks he could have enjoyed, if he had the time. (the convenience store down the corner, the late night food stalls, the elderly grandma selling chestnuts outside the subway station.) he's lucky in that way. losing all those places could have really hurt, if he had more time to care about them.

Eunhyuk gets up from the table and heads over to the fridge to get the roll cake out and assorted cutlery, though he pauses in his journey to press a kiss against Luke's cheek, as if to erase the frown there previously,]


Sounds good.

[what he doesn't say is that he's prepared to care this time, that he's willing to make space in his heart for these memories, even if it means losing so much more in the future,]

We could make it a trip. [which reminds him,] I've always wanted to go camping.

[more of a vague idea than anything, like one of those things you think of when you watch someone else do it on TV. but Eunhyuk feels like it counts, and more importantly, he thinks Luke might enjoy it too]
pathematic: (we thinky)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-29 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[it's special lube..... it's shroom lube...... lube that reminds luke of rosa.....

Eunhyuk sits obediently on the bed for non-horny reasons, waiting patiently for Luke to reveal the shroom lube. He doesn't actually know what to expect, besides joking earlier about this being a tail... maybe it's a collar? maybe this is Luke's way of saying he wants to do something kinky because they always veer into horny after having a sweet moment together,]


Should I close my eyes?

[NO HE'S GETTING IT RIGHT NOW]
pathematic: (soft moments)

[personal profile] pathematic 2024-04-30 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[THIS IS WHY HE GETS ASSIGNED CORGI

Eunhyuk feels the texture of leather in his hands and has an out of body moment trying to figure out if this leather object is pet play related -- but the weight of it is probably all wrong and he doesn't think Luke would make him sit down and close his eyes for a collar or leash? and then he opens his eyes and all thoughts of said pet play go out the window,

...he traces one of the embellishments with his hand, admiring the design. the other picks up the key, turning it over in his hand to look at it more closely, to read his name and then Luke's. Warmth blooms in his chest at seeing their names side by side, inscribed on an object that might have been chosen simply for the lock on this album -- but Eunhyuk can't deny that he likes the key, maybe because it reminds him of the one that's always hanging around Luke's neck... but this one is just theirs, the names engraved as proof.

he slides the key into the lock, lifts the cover and looks down at the photo on the first page. he knows this photo -- he knows every wrinkle and dip and dent in it, the way his father's face is always obscured under the bloodstain -- but this one doesn't have any of that. it looks perfect. it looks just like how it looked in the frame, before tragedy struck. it looks like how Eunhyuk has always wanted it to look, and how he'd asked Luke to make it look -- all those weeks ago.

...his chest feels hot, hotter, warmer. he lifts the page, looking at the photos after. photos of a time that Eunhyuk had never dreamed he'd ever get to have, even before he died. he rests his hand on Luke's smiling face. of a person he loves who's still alive, who's still with him, who'll never turn away no matter what.

the heat is searing, it's in his rapidly beating pulse, the prickling in the corner of his eyes. he closes them again, because if he says thank you right now then he might just cry, and he doesn't want to cry because he's happy. he gently closes the album, holding it in his hands like it means the world to him, like it's the kind of world that he wants to live in, the forgiving kind filled with warmth, the kind that has Luke in it. he opens his eyes, turns his head to look at him, marvels in the fact that he can have Luke both in a picture and right here next to him,]


Luke.

[he clutches at the key, hoping the imprint it'll leave in his hand will match the one in his heart,]

...I love it. Thank you.

[he loves all of it? the key, album, the photos, the picture, the promise of more, and for once he hopes all his feelings can be properly conveyed this time, if not by his words -- then at least by his smile, warm and bright]

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