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Tartaglia "Comrade Bonzo" Childe | Эйджакс ([personal profile] toyska) wrote in [community profile] smdh2022-06-20 11:17 am
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[ morax never wanted abject worship. the god of contracts provided care and protection and strategy, and never for any grand rewards or glorification. he didn't ask for the prostrating of subjects at altars, the statues and golden icons, gifts of fruit and wine meant only for him. his people continued with their adulation despite his distaste and disagreement, and eventually he gave up on the endeavor to change their minds, neither addressing nor discouraging it unless explicitly asked.

morax fails those ideals during these silent inbetweens. his battles with ajax almost always end this way, with him suspending ajax's life from a spider's thread and, just for a moment, ajax willfully at his mercy. in his periphery, morax sees the perfect oval of ajax's mouth, the blood dotted on the edge of his lip, the shine of his tongue and teeth in the darkness inside. but morax's focus is on the fathomless blue of his eyes, the blown pupils black as obsidian, the way ajax looks at him like he can see nothing else.

familiar impulses slip into his thoughts like smoke. for thousands of years, morax was distantly aware of the hedonistic customs and exchanges between human beings. until the god of waves arrived, morax never thought of engaging in them himself. now, he briefly imagines testing the softness of ajax's mouth with the tip of his thumb, running his fingers over the warm flush on his cheeks, turning his head and closing ajax's lips with—

he awakens again when ajax's weapons burst into saltwater over the grass. there's no evidence of his previous thoughts except for the slight softening of his gaze, his eyes more narrowed and relaxed. he's pleased by the reaction, and he makes no attempt to hide it. his hold on ajax's jaw hasn't faltered, and vortex vanquisher still holds fast against the bobbing of ajax's throat. ]


Shall I take your word for it, Ajax?

[ because morax knows him well by now. (is there anyone else in the world that knows ajax as well as he does?) if ajax wasn't focused on reshaping his severed hand, he might have slipped it through his shackle and thrown them back into combat. ]