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Tartaglia "Comrade Bonzo" Childe | Эйджакс ([personal profile] toyska) wrote in [community profile] smdh2021-07-01 10:29 pm
femmefinale: (Number 17: The Spreadeagle)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-06 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ She does take his hand this time, maybe to keep him second-guessing. More likely because it does look very slick on the ground and she has no wish to pridefully step down and immediately slip and crash onto her rear. But once she's safely down and she can see the path ahead and the lifeless but no less daunting figures of what appear to be man-made monsters, she releases his hand.

Of course, then the door flies open and she very nearly snatches it again, taking his advice a tad belatedly and sliding a foot back to brace herself. This children are moving with no fear and plenty of enthusiasm and she knows their target is Childe, but. Still. Best to be prepared. ]
femmefinale: (She's gonna stray so far away)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-07 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Childe looks like a tree full of overexcited squirrels, each one squeaking and climbing and chattering and making themselves right at home. It's almost a little too much joyous enthusiasm all at once, like an entire group of Tressas. It could very easily be overwhelming, but the way Childe laughs helps ground her, even as it surprises her at the same time. There's a kind of warmth and light to him now, and she'd wonder at it, but... well, it's simple enough, she thinks. This is love.

She merely watches for now, expression softening, until she blinks and Teucer is right there. Hilariously, she looks a bit blindsided, like she wasn't quite prepared for the enthusiasm to be turned in her direction so swiftly, but after a pause, she curtsies and uses that to transition into crouching in front of him. ]


A traveler, yes, but also a dancer. [ His friend, hm? ] My name is Primrose. Your brother has told me much about all of you.
femmefinale: (And wear my stockings down)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-10 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Childe. Childe, you're useless. Childe, how dare you leave her with this small person who is happily talking a mile a minute as though she is suddenly his new best friend. She's out of her element here? She can't fight a kid! She can't seduce a kid!! Help.

Primrose just honestly does her utmost to look like she's not half-panicking on the inside, merely solemnly nodding as Teucer talks. ]


I see. That was very kind of him to get you one you could carry along with you and show to your friends.

[ HELP. ]
femmefinale: (I put on my best)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-10 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
So you did. I believe some things must be experienced to truly understand, however.

[ She already feels tired, but no. No. She refuses to let it show, especially in front of his very enthusiastic family. It's honestly kind of amazing that all of these siblings look so much alike, now that she's seeing so many of them before her now.

So she moves to her feet as Teucer scampers off, if only to arrange herself in a graceful dancer's bow, head inclined slightly. ]


It truly is a pleasure to meet the family Ajax speaks so proudly about. Pray forgive the discourtesy of intruding upon your home unexpectedly.
femmefinale: (She's gonna stray so far away)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-16 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's funny how such a big family could remind her of her own, much smaller one-- Primrose had never had siblings, her mother passed not long after she had been born, and her father had never really doted on her, but the affection and the cheerful ease of conversation are both poignant and a little painful.

But it's endearing-- seeing Tonia wobble into a greeting of her own and inclining her head in acknowledgment of her most earnest efforts, breathing out quietly and subtly to ease away what she will refuse to deem nerves.

When Cleo holds out her hand, she steps forward with only a brief glance to Childe. Well, if she's met this many already, she's committed now. ]


I thank you for your kindness. A drink should be fine until your family is ready to eat. If the Princess Tonia might join me, of course?
femmefinale: (You can look right through me)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-17 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Up until now, she thought she was doing well. She'd greeted small children properly, they seemed to like her well enough, Cleo had appeared to accept her and been more than welcoming, and Childe is only a step behind with boxes. He says. She hopes. She does glance over her shoulder, but then quickly looks ahead.

And the house is... well, there's no other word for it besides "homey". It's filled with a warmth that could be attributed to more than just the fire burning in the hearth, laced with a familiarity that she can only gaze at but not touch. And the chatter of people is all over the place; she makes a mental note to ask Childe to teach her at least some basic Snezhnayan but for now, she knows not what they say. Not entirely.

But it's when she sees the woman that she freezes up. That's Childe's mother. One of the individuals that Childe had warned might view her as suspicious, given who had brought her here. And he's not even here yet, meaning that she has no idea how to react. There are no cues to respond to. Does she introduce herself first? Does she wait for the woman to notice her? Does she just stand there with her hand in Cleo's, looking a little blindsided even though this was bound to happen?

She does! Indeed she does!

Mothers are a territory she's long forgotten how to tread. ]
femmefinale: (And wear my stockings down)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-17 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This is not comforting at all. Childe has absolutely abandoned her to the clutches of his mother and now Cleo has moved away (though she gets more forgiveness, of course) and Primrose has to stand there and feel like she's not being scrutinized for flaws.

Which she dislikes, but again, she'd been warned and after a short pause, she lifts her chin.

She is Primrose Azelhart. She's got this. ]


Honey is more than sufficient, thank you Cleo. And no, I am not Fatui. [ Yet? A voice in the back of her mind whispers, remembering Childe's offer back then, but she ignores it. ]

I am Primrose, merely a traveling dancer. Ajax and I crossed paths some time ago, and despite my reticence, has reached out to me several times and done a great deal in assisting me with adjusting to this land. He has always spoken very fondly and proudly of his family, and I am honored to meet them for myself, at long last.

[ Well, none of that is a lie. ]
femmefinale: (Hold on hon)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-18 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's just enough tension in the room to feel palpable. She hadn't doubted him; Childe didn't offer warnings if he didn't think there wasn't a strong chance of something happening, but to witness it herself, that wariness directed first at her and then that heavy feeling of disapproval nudged in his direction...

The thought of sitting makes her tense slightly, which he may feel with his hand at her back, because-- she's a dancer. The way she relieves nerves and tension is to move, and while she's aware she'll be taking tea soon enough - or, rather, because she knows she will be - she'd rather use her legs while she can. ]


I'd most gladly welcome a tour, if you please. [ In her formality, she speaks with a more eloquent demeanor-- left over from her noble days, proud but approachable. ]

I would hate to trouble anyone if I were to get lost later and have to ask for help.
femmefinale: ("You pop that gum one more time--")

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-21 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

[ distantly, though it's not as though she isn't listening. A part of her is just methodically compartmentalizing all of what just happened. Children, gentle and understanding sister, wary mother, Childe himself and his differing relationships with all of them...

And why does it feel as though she even feels a need to try in the first place? It's kind of absurd, she can acknowledge this, and she looks ahead of her. ]


Quite an impressive skill of his, though I imagine with how large your family appears to be, it may have been acquired out of necessity.
femmefinale: (She works the nights by the water)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-28 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She does not wish to sit. She opts to instead lean back against the desk, one hand resting on the top of the chair to brace herself. Her gaze, alert as always, follows his. ]

Do you feel distanced from this? From your family?

[ It's not really blunt, but it's not tentative either. She can't quite pinpoint how he feels about this, just that he loves his family but there's clearly a translucent barrier of sorts there. ]
femmefinale: (Stay away from jazz and liquor)

[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-07-29 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Primrose looks at the picture, and it does take a moment, to place the baby (Teucer) and then the boy. A completely different time, she realizes, and Childe probably feels that even more acutely. She wonders if he even remembers what he felt at the time.

And when he smiles at her, she wonders if it will ever reach his eyes. But her eyebrows draw together, an edge entering her tone-- not quite challenging, not quite aggravated, but slightly harder than stubborn.

She was no longer who she'd been back there, either. She wonders what he would think, if she took him to Noblecourt, let one of those familiar with the past explain to him sweet little Primrose Azelhart, full of romantic dreams and smiles when she danced.

But that won't happen and she meets Childe's lightless eyes. ]


If I ran from everything I deemed uncomfortable, I would not have survived for as long as I have. I don't intend to leave until you do, and I do intend to let your family make their judgments of me for themselves.
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[personal profile] femmefinale 2022-08-02 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, I see. [ dryly, as she straightens up. He's relaxed, a fair bit. She can imagine why he was tense and purposely, falsely cheerful in the first place, but this is better. She won't think about why it's better, because she's simply not ready to let her thoughts focus on that. ]

You've brought me here to put me to work. I hope your sister is prepared for a rigorous lesson.

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