[It's definitely a promise to nag--but Luke can't be angry, not when this is his love language, too. He's still lying even now, and he still wants to run away, to hide until he can face Eunhyuk with a steady smile again. But he knows, even without Eunhyuk saying it, that Eunhyuk doesn't want that. Rosa doesn't, either. They're too alike that way, these people that Luke can't help but love.
If their positions were reversed, he'd be treating Eunhyuk a thousand times worse than Eunhyuk has treated him. Eunhyuk has been so patient, so trusting, despite how terrible it must be to watch Luke stubbornly struggle through this. He's so much stronger than Luke is, in so many ways--if Luke wasn't so exhausted, he'd say as much.
But he can't leave it like this. Not when he's made Eunhyuk think he failed in some way. This is entirely Luke's fault, and the only thing keeping the guilt and shame at bay is the steady pressure of Eunhyuk's hand on his back.]
...
[Through sheer force of will, he musters up the strength to shift, trying to get to his feet. It's probably dangerous to do this on the wet bathroom floor, but Luke doesn't care; he does, however, lean into Eunhyuk a little more than he normally would, going against every natural instinct and forcing himself to keep his guard down. He has to give Eunhyuk his honesty. Now, while he's still weak enough to talk himself into it. Once he starts feeling better, he'll lose the nerve. He knows himself well enough for that.]
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If their positions were reversed, he'd be treating Eunhyuk a thousand times worse than Eunhyuk has treated him. Eunhyuk has been so patient, so trusting, despite how terrible it must be to watch Luke stubbornly struggle through this. He's so much stronger than Luke is, in so many ways--if Luke wasn't so exhausted, he'd say as much.
But he can't leave it like this. Not when he's made Eunhyuk think he failed in some way. This is entirely Luke's fault, and the only thing keeping the guilt and shame at bay is the steady pressure of Eunhyuk's hand on his back.]
...
[Through sheer force of will, he musters up the strength to shift, trying to get to his feet. It's probably dangerous to do this on the wet bathroom floor, but Luke doesn't care; he does, however, lean into Eunhyuk a little more than he normally would, going against every natural instinct and forcing himself to keep his guard down. He has to give Eunhyuk his honesty. Now, while he's still weak enough to talk himself into it. Once he starts feeling better, he'll lose the nerve. He knows himself well enough for that.]
...Bed. Please.